Bothered

I'm frustrated with the fact that girls and boys have these stupid gender roles we feel we must abide to. That boys must be the macho alpha male type, and girl the submissive, truly girly female. Whats up with that crap?

And relationships have similar stereotypical places:
The male must be the laid back initiator of romance and eventual heartbreaker/cheater. The girl has to be the overbearing nurturer and eventual jealous/paranoid ruiner.

If the relationship seems to be perfect, we being human naturally figure that something is wrong and create a drama. What is with people and DRAMA?

I think the only reason all of my relationships have failed is cause the other party didn't experience enough drama with me for it to be fullfilling. i.e. I get the reputation of being an ice queen/ frigid bitch cause they dont feel I care enough to be jealous or clingy or WHATEVER!

If you haven't seen the movie CLOSER you need to check that out. Its very depressing but so dang true, you might end up reevalutating your relationships and changing them for the better.

All in all, I am tired of boys. Hell, I'm tired of girls too. Can't we all just get along and have fun?

I have no clue who all exactly is coming on the trip, cause PEOPLE KEEP CHANGING THEIR MINDS DAILY!!!
But,
I'm going on this $&#*Q^&*@ camping trip, and im going to have a great time, even if i have to do it alone.

There is nothing like the warm sun on your back, while you sit on a boat with the slow rocking, and the pleasant sound of the waves splashing the sides, as you sip your favorite beverage, smell the sweet sunscreen mixed in with the aroma of barbeque, with a couple of your closests friends, with all the worries of the world miles away.....

(*does whole above speech, Braveheart style while riding around on horse/motorboat with face painted/colored sunscreen, wearing kilt/new white bikini*)

NOW, WHOS WITH ME!?!?!