Summer has arrived...

So, I have been doing a lot of thinking recently, in view of the fact that I have a lot of alone time now. Laura should be enjoying her Hawaiian vacation right now, and Sarah is down enjoying her boyfriend's company in Texas. This whole job situation is really stressing me out. I don't think any normal 20 year old girl should have to worry about keeping up with two jobs to pay for everything, maintaining grades in college, and trying to keep some sort of social life (HA!). So I have been weighing my options (there aren't very many unfortunately). One I have been seriously considering is to join the Reserves. I went to see an Army recruiter and think it might be the best option for me. I've always admired people in the military. I have been praying about it, and hopefully I will get some insight soon.

I have been really down lately. And scapegoating all the blame on my family. They made me feel so inadequate, and I resented them for it. But, I need to take more responsibility. I'm so exhausted, mentally, emotionally, and physically. I could use all the prayers anyone has to give.

On another note, if anyone even reads this....I will be going home this weekend for a couple of days. Owasso-ites, give me a call and lets catch up.